regrets.

1. not being honest about my feelings for you..
2. punishing you for other people's mistakes.
3. not telling you how much it hurt every single time you left

when i seen you the other day i realised that i had, once again, managed to lie to myself. i almost believed that i didn't care anymore, jokes on me.. seeing you just reminded me of how much i still do care... and how easily i can get jealous. yay me.

ps. i really do still miss you.