the next couple days...

1. gym
2. work @ sherkston
3. endless readings; makes me rethink changing my major to english. FML
4. sleep
5. class

i pretty much have no time for anything/anybody.
i hate my life.
lol


love <3

Gong Show: Marty at the Motel in Miami

favourite.
i'm in love with him

done..

so i'm so over stupid high school drama, i mean c'mon i'm twenty years old and these stupid games are just that.

i was finally started to feel like things were falling back into place, for the first time in years i feel like things are going right for me. i'm getting along with my parents, i have the important people in my life that need to be there, i'm back at the gym (every day), and school is going as well as it can be going.

love <3


ps. still no boy situation, this is getting lame. i just want to cuddle. FML

lame..

my life currently consists of :

1. school

2. gym

3. P90X

4. homework

...

lame..

someone save me?

you were headed for a fall, i was the one who made the call...

so i've made a pretty big decisions recently...

i've decided to change my major, after two and a half years of hating chemistry, and struggling through classes i can barely understand - i'm switching my major to something i think i might actually enjoy. it's sad that it has taken me this long to realize that sciences aren't in my future, and that i can't see myself working in a lab 5-10 years down the line.

so i've decided to switch into english, specifically writing, and even more specifically journalism. i still plan on minoring in french, mostly because i am french and should i need to fall back on teaching french would be a second teachable course. (not that i ever want to teach)

i'm so relieved with my decision, i've been sleeping so much better at night, and i feel like i can actually see myself doing this in the future, it's a career that could possibly give me the chance to travel and see the world. and i will be able to incorporate my photography into this in a way i would not have been able to had i stayed with sciences.

anyways,

other than this nothing has really been new, oh well - i'm unemployed & hating it with ever ounce of my being. as if i wasn't bored enough in my spare time when i had a job, now that i'm not working i don't know what to do with myself.

love

ps. boy situation is still non-existent. really, at this point all i want is cuddles. is that so much to ask for?

new moon ; new love

so i went to see new moon friday night, yes the night it came out, no not my best idea.

but none the less.. i fell in love with that insane love story all over again. it's sufficient to say that before seeing the movie i was totally team edward, even before seeing robert pattinson. Needless to say a hot loving vampire.. with a total bad boy edge is totally my cup of tea. But after seeing the movie, I might have been converted to team Jacob, not only did I feel like a total pedophile for loving every shirtless moment in the movie that the 17 year old was involved in.. i loved his loyalty and his character's honesty.

honestly, at this point I would be happy with either a vampire or a werewolf... I just want someone to cuddle up with.. preferably someone who actually knows (& maybe even loves) the goonies.

love♥

fLorida 2OO9

so it was an interesting trip to say the least.

I guess I should have known going into this trip that putting 5 girls together for any extended period of time would be a horrible idea. There was drama, and arguing, and freakouts; over nothing. I can deal with bullshit quite well, but I can only take people jumping down my throat every time I say something for so long.

Worst part is I almost killed one of the girls I was with.. at one of the Disney parks... that would have been interesting to say the least.

I guess I learned something else; group trips... not such a good idea.

love.♥