fuck you;

i feel like an idiot
and i need to cry in the worst possible way

fuck you;

with eyes wide open...

it's funny how many times I almost fell for you;
how many times I almost believed that you were going to change;

things like this make me so glad that I trust my instincts more than my own heart..

it's funny how things end up in the end.

I just can't believe you are using the same lines, having the same arguments and pulling the same crap that you did with me - with her. thank god she's smarter than me, I hope to hell she doesn't even come as close as I did for falling for you.. I hope she doesn't have to cry over you like I did..

this is my friend, a good friend, that you are playing games with.. I could never bring myself to trust you the way you wanted me too. and now you're lying about the same things to her..

if only people could really see...

you need to get your shit together more than anyone else I know. . .



i need to go for a drive & a tan...
it's one of these kinds of days.





this makes me dislike you more than anything else you've ever done to me.